just a thought..

Listen and you will understand, stray and you will fall under. Guard your heart because its the gateway to your soul.

mickey..

today is mikey's 21st birthday.

i miss him a lot. i miss everything about him. it's way different without him. whole lot different. but i know wherever he is right now, he's in peace. and though he isn't with me physically, his memories will remain forever in my heart. :]

so i went to church this morning, sang with the choir and cleaned the whole house. it was so tiring. i wanted to take a nap, but unfortunately, i wasn't able to, my sister kept on calling and yelling. and i had to buy my bus pass and take a walk. it took me another 3 hours to go around and amuse myself.

i'm having chest pains now. and i don't want to tell tita about this, she might panic and call 911. i don't want to go to the hospital. not now.

a bridge collapsed yesterday, yay. 5 poor innocent people died. i think this just show that when it is your time, it is really your time. they didn't see it coming. but atleast they didn't suffer. i just hope they didn't.

and i feel bad for those people who lost their loved ones from that freaking "milenyo".

arghhh.

everything's becoming such a stupid cycle.

Heureux au jeu, malheureux en amour.

stupid.

ang hirap when you agreed sa isang set-up just for fun, and you end up hurting yourself in the process.

wala akong kailangan patunayan sa kahit na sino.

kung ano ako, yung nakikita nyo, yun na ako.

kung hindi kuntento ang ibang tao sa nakikita, nararamdaman, at nakukuha nila sa akin, wala akong pakialam. problema na nila yun.

eto ako. buong buo. kung ayaw mo sakin, wag mo.

di ko kailangan ng mga taong gaya mo sa mundo ko.

hush..

simula ngayon babawasan ko na pagiging iyakin ko.
wala napapansin ko kasi lately lahat ng bagay iniiyakan ko.
badtrip.
masamang senyales.
binuhos ko na lahat dun sa isang naisulat ko.
asan naman yun? hanapin nyo na lang. ang alam ko wala dito sa blogspot yun.
lol.

ayaw ko na umiyak.

kung iiyak man sana ako ngayon.

tears of joy na sana.